neha turns puppy, and puppy ?

puppy asked for my blog address today. am sorry, this is no new character r anything. this is the same neha of my story, and that i keep calling her anything i want. bad part is that she wont listen n turn to me inspite of me calling her by watever name i want. except for this one word by which i called her that day. i dont remember what the word was. but she called me 'hopeless ass'. this english is wierd and confusing to the core. it has got some thousands and thousands of words which have double meanings. girls themselves are confusing to the core. this adds up to double confusion. she explained that she meant some animal with a tail and four legs when she meant 'ass', later some other day. but u know, crazy ppl think in crazy ways always. watever it may be, but i never hate her. may be i feel like hating her some times, i never actually do.
it was three days since she spoke to me. no calls, no missed calls, not even a sms. above all she says she missed me a lot everytime she meets me after a long time. god damn it. she thinks am a fool ? this is the problem with most of the girls. if they are not snobish and egoistic, they look pathetic and are dumb to the core. if they have even a bit of either smartness r beauty, man u can never look at them. they give u such a feeling that u'll go and hang urself up. but still u can not hate them. i will bet anything over it. boy, u can never say a girl that u hate her. any girl infact. atleast not puppy.
now again i hate calling her puppy. this puppy, r whatever i call her, keeps telling me, how some other phony friends call of her, called her by that name. now come on man. this is heigths. any guy wont like someone else to call his pet ones by their pet names, which u kept. i agree, i didnt keep that name originally. but they can give up. they can give up atleast this name for me to use. now, am thinking of someother name to call her. am not that creative n all originally u know. no one is, if u really wanna know. everybody copies something and take the credit. or may be they mix two or more things up to make a unique solution and call it their unique style. i hate it. i dont mind copying though. i mean, there is nothing wrong in that. if someone copies u, that means they like ur style. thats a compliment. however not in case of the word 'puppy'. thats for me n only me.
now that i did not give her this url, she gave up asking me for it. man, two more times, i would have given her this url. or she could have found that out by herself. may be she can never. crazy ppl not only think crazily, they keep this crazy names for their blogs. anyway, she never forced me. thats what she does always. u wont call her up for weeks, expecting her to guess am angry over something, and come to me in a sweet and low tone. she never cares for u. she thinks she's very smart and understanding. u give up at the end, u call her to say loud mouthed that u r angry on her, guess what she says ? "i knew u were busy last week, atleast i can understand thatmuch". god, give me a break. how can i tell her openly, "u dumb ass, am angry cause u called me 'hopeless ass'". but u know what, i still wont feel like saying her that she's a dumb ass. take out ass, i caunt even say her 'u r dumb'. may b cause am dumb. call me dumb, i dont mind. but not everytime, only for today. never call puppy like that, how dare u.. go away..