girls are dangerous

its long time since i posted anything. was kind of busy. i mean to say, my lead had given me some work after a long time. i mean real long time, and some work that really makes some sense and wil not put my effort in dustbin. i have made this policy for myself. always give first priority for company works, for they come up very rare in time. anyway, one thing made me happy yesterday. it carries its soothing effects till some more days to come. i got my first salary hike. 20 percent. hee hee. you may think this is not a matter to celebrate. to tell you the truth, even i think so. that makes me happy, but thats not a thing to celebrate. i forgot to tell you that, this one friend of mine, forget his name, i caunt take his real name and that bugs me to be creative everytime i give a imaginary name to my friends here. anyway, this friend of mine, was depressed some days back. i wil tell u the reason as well. he called me to my cell that day, and u know what after getting totally boozed. its true that ppl get this strange strong intense force within themselves to talk with someone. even i feel the same and i call someone close if no one is around me. i call puppy even if the whole throng is around me and thats different. what i want to tell u is, its really difficult to handle someone, hu is already fully boozed. above that he is alone, he is crying. above that he is depressed over something. above all he is depressed that his love, gave him her handle. i mean she kicked him off away. man, i feel disgusted when someone asks me to hush down a baby crying, how wil i manage this moron. moreover the repeated assertion by him that 'girls are dangerous' made me kind of dreaded. i mean, i always think that am very pragmatic, these changes around me never bother me and all. this ruined the very existence of my belief. i mean, i always believed puppy will never bother me after getting married to someone and all. i will be as very normal kind of. but this very idea of marriage takes me too far and confuses me to the core. then was it, that i read somewhere, somethings are better left as they were. so i left this where it was. still to this point i know, puppy will bring a good powered hurricane in my soft splendid grass life. it was this sunday that puppy told me, her father asked her to go with him for some matrimonial hunt. when she told me this, i never reacted. not that i was startled or anything, but i was emptied in thoughts u know. its better u never reply, when u wont have the confidence that ur reply will rock. its time for me to leave. will continue sometime later k, c ya.